Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Monday, June 02, 2008

New poem Couplets from journal

What intangible rewards are given to a man as you?” Words

Are no longer available or useful for frames of redaction.


Elaborate mathematical riddles played out on plaster

and mud forms. Scraped layered things are scalded with intent.


Things are designed to hurt. Relish the thoughtfulness of the very tiny

and massively complex machinery inside the tender parts of your body.


The usefulness of a penis sheath proves that usefulness trumps aesthetics.

We are mentally unstable enough to begin spastic mistake making.


Forgiveness, healing, exorcism by passing an afflicted man-child through

A hole in a tree, in a rock, in a wall and scraping off the ghost’s pollution.


See the tan man making sex wreck the lightpole daddy. Trapped by a desire

Specifically made to preserve a value. Modifications are not performed.


So, feeding the beast is an disassociative behavior similar to any hypnotic,

Altered state. How would you treat this? Within ritual locating the body.


I passed his body through the millstone hole. Messy belief is real to me.

What are you willing to give up I asked? For this lifestyle. Name it.


Many names received not of blood. Fullness received grace easily forged.

Each forged record is found out in a strange wayward universe with full lips.


He is an old man with death surrounding his ears. His belief in progress only

A secular version of xtian faith in salvation for all, or atonement.


My child, do not forget my heart, length of life, welfare. We will do faith-

Fullness. Bind your neck to me. Acknowledge and make straight the way.


The gospel of making do, craftiness tells us that if you find a need to kill

A god, you pre-stage a resurrection. But as for you, continue to be learned.

Confessions of fortune's child. Slam piece in progress

Confession of fortune's child

Teachers try to talk through their mistakes without remorse.
Most of us are made of mistakes from hasty paid-for performances. As if
students need help emptying their body of meaning. They are apophatic
masters. Is emotion a battle of slippery means to a graceless end.
Verbs lock language and god's perspective tells the same recursions.

Sometimes I am sorry to confess these things
things that are picked clean, lint-free and laundered.
Just as I am she hangs and adjusts my shirts on
the clothes line. A dance I like to watch
from our bed pretending pretty much
to be asleep in my chair. Her breast lift with her arms
A daily bread given and rising. The still warm part
of her touched here and here.

An impromptu speech for abba poemon

Lauren
dressing for work. her work washing bodies for funerals. Preparation.
Teaching the preparation of
bodies for funerals. I trust the dead.
our family freshening in
our Walton township plotspace Finally
dowsing a desire for something
akin to all my forgotten fathers. my desert fathers

The lines of my east and west pasture are
being held down by two long-eared owls. If
these long ears had verbs how
would they hide them? Each a doxy woo woo
wooing. The ruts in the front drive pool
water and ice.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Practical Hermeneutics

Practical Hermeneutics

Do you wonder how long this banged-up boy from some dark bite of Kansas can keep doing this shit? See how easy it feels. How easy to say that he has to
stop doing this? Get better at something.

Did you hear him telegraphed along the buffalo roots in your backyard? Is that what brings you here, Did you dial the gloam loudspeakered across the pastures and feedlots between this place and Topeka?

Let's see how this one plays out. I know you want to. Our boy Wendell is getting himself ripped like a gravel roadbed by a stomp-rocket bull hauler with a cowbell cock and his favorite Blues for Allah CD.

Is this what brings you? Are you along this northern azimuth by accident?
How many sandburrs, cockleburrs, and creep-stickers are
finding each other in the double folds of your socks? Will these roots broadcast that far back?

Do you see? He's getting ridden like a setter on point,
struck like wheatstraw in the clevis of a plow, planted like tulip bulbs. Pay attention to
steel-toed boots. Notice the slip clay lugged deep in the soles and the careful grease along the tops.

Can you see the crowns of tiny gold stars
splash-inked along the slender calves? Do these signs and wonders get in your nails like an imperfect mold? Embargoed in the taut skin below your tender belly?

Were you hoping for a sweet smelling bible-baptist farmboy in a pressed down shirt? Looking for something more than Wendell jacking rough trade in the stalls?
Did you find something else on this tiny highway? Find
anything to staighten the wayward air?

Do you hear the dense waves freshen the bluestems and drop seed behind the reststop?

How long have you been waiting for pleasure to chant down a day instead of redded rain?

Card Spread and Thougths

There is always a Present to be opened as the high life falls to the ground, grouse fall to be picked up and delivered gently to hand. As lost men find solace in the losing. There is one

Ace of Pentacles, One star, mummy woman moan on fire with strange birds vibrating alarms from the barn roof cascade with roots, melons and ropes of cherry tomatoes with peppers She is rooted but reaching for something more to do. What a way to go.

Rocks speak of Influence into the soles of our feet, or the lined prospect of the plows genteel golden mean. There is much to do and gather and many times hard won shots are heard in the deep corners of the hedges near the center stones, carved my way with threes over fours.

Seven of cups, chalice monger, christ number brocade gowns, broken umbrella found out children hurt you and the grass is patterned by your lawn constructor to specification found in divine late morning dreaming hungover and daemonic green and there is fog, and there is rain and there is smoke and this is the second hour of time you have forgotten to gather in with the late season herbs. Choices must be made

Do you beat the drums for the dead who made Choices and felt the weight of glory given to them gracefully by the larger oaths of more powerful men of commerce and concern for the gullible future. Southern cross is made of

Seven stars, grown gourds, squash, vines, good earth, read red and not much to blue. She holds her hems against the tilled ground.  Overgrown and hunted over by many men from the city. Their stands chained to trees on the edges, tampons of scent tied to the limbs of small mulberries and sumac. Waiting, waiting waiting,

And I may weep the tears of a damaged Childhood promised in the churches of deacons and elders from the dark times of the holden woods of Lower Indiana. Uriah McCloud and Whitewater begat Sydney and Silas. This is where they are buried and we can visit the smooth stones and teach in the schools founded with curled IOU notes of the farms surround. Eight quarter section, Many creeks, orchards and draft team, shaking the dust in the harness. WEt brown now.

Eight of swords, the death of a thousand cuts, blindfolded and naive I walked into the swords stuck in the ground by all of the writers I read, they tried to warn me, but I could not take of the blindfold and she didn't guide me, because she was blinded as well. Sophia take off the making of the dark, WHy didn't I learn enough to prevent the cuts and bruises of running into so many sharp swords, pungi sticks left for me. Was it always at sunrise or sunset that I set out to walk on the razor's edge. I also bound as she is bound for me and my pleasure, fear of soma someone seeing me, so I would like to keep her blinded as well.

I will continue to mine for the root cause effect that was discovered only Yesterday
 Ten of wands on your back. This garden girl's mother in a brown plain dress carries them on the rocks and dried clods of clay that has not been chisled to seedbed status per the man Tull against the stone walls of the fenced commons. Maybe we will never know the power of the plow again. No till, no traction, we graze fine herds of shining beeves and we do not have grains of that scape anylonger. We rotate small sheaves of oats, wheats, malts and barleys into our paddock clockworkes. we are smart like straw now.

As it was in the beginning, we shall be forgiven the peace again and again for Tomorrow
 The sun is a fervent and vital young lass EOS revealed, Helios working behind the bar selling cranberry and gingeraile for tenbucks not deer but the velvet dewey folds remind you of spring turkey hunts and dark earth rutted and you want to press yourself to it like young men hiding their porno mags in the fields and wacking into the dirt. Ferns and fiddleheads may grow there. Surely morels have been found at the very spots., fetching and intelligent with wings that you do not see until it is too late and you have chosen blindness while enjoying the show. Supple, strong thighs,  chariots and the strange poplar that line the hills around Florence. WE should dance for her, yet for 5 she will dance on us sitting spread eagle while her closed thighs work up and over.

We have Knowledge of each other, there is not another like that meme memory. I wish there was a high ground to place this chair. But we have made straight the way and felt that there is nothing but wholeness to begin again. Clean and not given over to the dvine.

The Emperor has a rams head on his chest and math to go along with the rule. There is the sun and the moon and he has a certain wisdom and direct gaze. He will look at you and you will look away. Tools, measuring devices, embellished eating utensils and cookware. Self discipline, high on the mountain, two eagle and timepieces

Number 10 cotswold is the sour southern Place of our youth. What a name for a silly street and forewarned to not build many houses of mirth. we are kansas poplar trees in the time
ten of swords No one will look at you when you are cutting them. Another mummy in the nighttime being cut. This is a man's time to suffer. We like to pick scabs and we can top from the bottom.  Cut while trying to leave for another place and space

We are what connect us Culture ties and binds us to the world in ways that we can tell stories to ourselves and make sense of the senseless. There are some many things that do not make sense. Just like young children watching the same cartoon over and over again, till they have the jokes figured out we must tell stories over and over with subtle and gross variations to make the show work in our eyes. The sun does not shine all over

King of Swords. A master craftsman creates fine blades, Icy, blue away from the forges of Hephastus. His reign is one of craft and commerce. Anyone will pay the price to own the blades. Questing for more knowledge, mote making and right ways of doing things.

There isn't any Destiny for this is a walking on the water kind of thing. There are probably many many destinies that are waiting to be figured out. But tears cannot be ignored for long with out the laws of unintended consequences will fine find the third and forth order effects of this on your life. As I am poured she is poured. As there are many who pout and loath ther will not be antidote to this. And this writing is crap.
The Star night lotus, pouring it out on the dark earth, water, jewels, eyes and nascent breasts from birth and nursemaid duties. There are probably waves in her hair. And the progress of her tears wash like blood. Redemption


language experiment

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

One of the In Paradise, Gently Weeping series

In Paradise, Gently Weeping #4

Watching you again this morning, still somewhere near dark
lazy and languid with your others across the square. Every
day I'm getting jailed with Paul and Silas, bounded

by stark affection. I'll pray to a rusted-out box of Marys long since
lost to you, worship only honey colored things. This, my dappled one,
is what hounds wait and listen for. I will wash you with warm water,

get stumpbucket full of mole, mezcal and con carne
before our hard won second act, slim chanced. Carve it
in the rocks out the parkway. I am a means of grace.

I know about your pastures full of red cattle, I know
how roasted bones cleave and the rooted surfaces of desire
gone dyslexic, spun round like so much yarn on a clear waxed floor.

Newish Poem

Props to Ellen Dissanysake "Make Special" is from Homo Aestheticus
The line "I am sorry. Look at me. I am miserable." comes from a note I found on my classroom floor.

Make special for me
By praying we see
Ornaments and Embellishments for finding
Our voice of authentic submissions.

Bonded within my secular temperaments.
I will get rid of my books of belief.
I never met God. Close sometimes.
Pleasure has always loved Him.

Priests go to town, drawing on balances
The deal-making around a wish for a happy death
Make special for me
By praying we see a new

Everywhere I went I was
I Was confused by the death of Carlos
I am sorry. Look at me.
I am Miserable

Did you pray to her?
No, I prayed that faith gives
dead to the dance?
Make special for me

Godic rightly claims that what is lost
Is nothing to what is found.
Watching the heavy frost melt
Saturday in bed after sex and reading

What is the main idea of the world
According to what we draw pictures of.
Oh God. My body craves.
Men and mothers.

I have been lead by zealots.
Led as a precious child by many
I am grooved For zealotry,
utopian schemes are Morphine to me.

Who are they that seduced me with something
Elastic and soon set hard and inevitable.
Zealots who have been educated
To loosen their innocence bound by worship

To make prairie it
Takes clover and bees
Reverence alone
Will do, if the bees Are Few.

By praying we see
Make special for me